I had this scary nightmare a few days ago and I just can't get it out of my head.
I dreamed that Jhon and I were walking around in a mall that I could not recognize. We went to several shops, joked around like we always do until we got hungry for lunch.
We decided for Delifrance which was located at the first level. The Delifrance was bigger than usual with 2 types of area, one area which was near the counter and one way far to the left. We always choose seats away from the crowd so naturally we choose the furthest seat.
Jhon being the gentleman that he is, ordered for the both of us while I waited, playing with his iPhone. After a few minutes, he came back with the food but went away again to get the drinks.
He never came back.
I was confused at first, wondering why did it take him so long but I just couldn't find him. I can't call him either because i was holding on to his iPhone. I panicked.
For all I knew, I was in my house, crying to my family, saying that Jhon had gone missing and I don't know what to do except to call the police. All kinds of things ran into my head, was he kidnapped? did he simply leave on his accord?
What makes things worst was that my family do not understand the seriousness of the situation. They said that Jhon probably went for a walk or something and I don't have to call the police. I kept telling them, WE WERE HAVING LUNCH, HE WAS GETTING DRINKS AND SUPPOSED TO COME BACK!!
They still didn't get it. They tried to comfort me with illogical scenarios and I got more and more frustrated. I kept on crying and crying, roaming to nowhere, not knowing how to find him.
I woke up soon after that.
I still get sad when I think of the nightmare. I know its just a nightmare but I can't deny the mental and emotional stress that was so vivid.
I don't want to lose my Jhon. =C
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