35

Hi! 

*cough cough* Let me clear the digital dust and cobwebs from this blog first, ya? The last time I wrote anything here was about 7 months ago and even then, I was way back dated with my posts.

Yes, I still do have intentions reviving this public journal of mine but ah yes, despite being only a mother of one, my hands are rather full attending to Sarah, the house and my little side job. Even when I do have the time, I just want to rest and slack.

I definitely need to hustle a little more for this. I will start with this birthday post of mine.

I wanted to do a list of 35 confirmations that I am old but when I reached the 10th, I started to feel crappy and decided to bin the idea.

I feel 30s is like a weird limbo in between the youthful, ever exciting life and constant feeling of tiredness and the fact that everyone, including you, are getting older.

30s is the start of our body slowly going downward spiral and we subconsciously trying to preserve the finesse and youth. It is the start of the mid life crisis range after all.

But this is the range is when (and recommendedly should) we get truly wiser. We couldn't care less what people think, we focus more in a small nucleus in our life and most importantly, we do whatever what we want to do that makes us happy without feeling reckless. 

I have always been okay at getting older but knowing I am at my mid thirties and heading towards 40 is very cringy lah. Hur hur. 

With that said, I decided to pamper myself a little this year by going for a foot spa and body massage and perhaps a pedicure; something I've craving ever since my post-natal massage. My body does not bounce back like it used to, you know? 

Jhon was nice to apply a day off work for us to spend time out together. To be honest, it was nothing so special lah. We went to redeem a prize I got from a contest, had lunch at Eighteen Chefs with free birthday dessert and jalan-jalan. 

We started at Bugis and ended at Tampines Hub where I tried my luck with JasonSally for a pedicure spa available slot but luck was not there. 

But we did played at the playground which was Sarah approved even though it was too hot. 

After that, we went grocery shopping and that was the end of my seemingly nonchalant birthday but I was happy and that was that important!

I just can't wait for my pampering sessions though.